Oh hels. You 're the best. Ive gone off my medication at just the right time too, eh? It all becomes altogether too 2D until i cant take it anymore and then it gets too real when its time to test your mettle.

Fucking went to a concert BY MYSELF tonight - los campesinos. Worst move ever. Unused ticket thrown to the gutter. Now headed back to a husk of former home on a walk of shame without the good (juicy, pink, sweaty) bits.

Love you too. Sick of being right, tired of being good, would simply like to win, just a little.